Forget_me_not

It has been for ages, I did not update my blog. Since I need to make spring cleaning to my lappy to upgrade the window, I'll upload most of the pictures here. So here they are, the first story line of  the previous years which can be seen through the pictures that I snapped earlier.

I bought this plant last year from a nursery in Kemaman when I went to visit Papa before. I am not sure what's the name of the flower but I found it to be lovely and unfamiliar.

Despite of the uniqueness that this flower has, I was not expected at all that it is very delicate and fragile to be handled and grown.

I was told by the seller that, this flower can be grown indoor without too much water and direct sunlight needed.

If I was not mistaken, I was only asked to water it once a day.

After a few weeks having this flower at my rented house, it had unfortunately faded away. It happened when I went back to my parents' house for a week and nobody was there at my rented house to water it. I felt a little bit frustrated to see it was dying but what to do, it was not fated to be grown by me longer. I used to search the name of this flower on the Internet but the only similarity that I could get is a flower by the name "forget_me_not". I hope it's the correct species as I will absolutely long the beauty of this flower as  the name given though

Report report report.....

It's raining like cats and dogs now. How I wish I am on my bed sleeping right now. It must have been a wonderful and soundless sleep I might have due to the coldness. Unfortunately I am in the middle struggling myself completing two reports and one proposal to be submitted tomorrow. Deng.. Now I feel like I'm a newspaper reporter trying so hard to finish up writing the new report for the newspaper to be printed out tomorrow. Serve my right procrastinator..hehe

Ok that's all. Cannot waste any time longer typing here coz I have more sentences to written for my reports and proposal.

daaaaa..see you later

P.s : Sometimes when you lost someone to talk to, you just need to talk to yourself ;)
P.s.s : You don't need someone whom doesn't really need you too. Chillax ;)

Second day of new year

In this blissful Friday morning, there is nothing much I could say. I just let my fingers crawl on this lappy keyboard to wish mama " Happy Birthday. Happy 52th birthday Mama".

I have nothing expensive and precious to give you. Just a cheap handbag for your birthday 

May you be granted with the wish that you've been asking for.

May you be granted with good health

May you be given with the happiness in this world and hereafter.

May I become the most obedient daughter whom can repay all your hardship in raising me up.

I thank God for being able to get the love and guidance from a mother till this moment

Without you, I'm nothing 

Thank you so much for bringing me up to this world.

Love you till jannah

Hopefully I can be more thankful towards you.

Yours sincerely:

Your the only one daughter

Diana 2/1/2015 

My condition today.

Hello peeps.
How are you? I'm not that okay today. Keep on sneezing and starting to be weaken by the flu.


All right, first of all I would like to list down my work to do list today so that I won't keep on procrastinating my works:

1) Hunting for  Mr. Jo for OBE                     (Done)
2) Merging the OBE data:  EE110 (Done) CS110 & BM118/OM114 (Incomplete)
3) USR format (Incomplete)
4) Updating my dissertation (Not yet)

Okay now tahan ngantok n sila setelkan USR jap. OBE task cannot be proceeded till I recieve Mr. JO's data.

Dissertation right after USR is compeleted.

Okay gtg now. wanna have a short nap for a while n perform my zohor prayer..cannot tahan hidung berair ni..

BYE

Poor little kittie under the bonnet of my car

Just came back from lunch just now with the companion of my colleague, Myah. Actually it is not about the menu or the restaurant thatt I wanted to share here but it's about what happened before I went to the restaurant.

The story started like this:

Tadi sebelum pergi makan apa semua, I went down to my car which was parked nearby datsu. When I started the engine, I heard a loud meow sound nearby . From my evaluation, I was !00% certain that sound was from a kitten and not a big cat.

I looked around but failed to see neither any shadows of a single cat not a kitten and I had an inference saying that the kitten might be in the drain nearby Dewan cemara. I had decided to be an unsung heroine to go and check the drain and intended to help the kitten out of the drain. However there were a few doubts running in my mind:

1) How would I go down in the drain with baju kurung? (The drain is quite deep)
2) Would I dirty my hands and clothes for going under the drain to get the kitten?
3) Would I make Myah waiting for me too long at the restaurant if I were to help the kitten?

Then, tak semena-mena tiba-tiba teringat iklan sabun  yang budak perempuan tu kotorkan gown dia pastu die bagitau mak dia yang dia pergi selamatkan kitten..haha (tetiba)..

Okay back to my previous story, after a while waiting in the car and looking around, I found out that there was no kitten around. I stopped my car next to the drain to check and nothing too. However, the cat sound was still loud and clear and after looking around takde, I decided to drive my car out. Dan bila dah bergerak tu tak sangka makin kuat bunyinya walaupon dah jauh dari longkang tu dan membuatkan rasa terkejut dan pelik.. Dalam hati terdetik" ya Allah ni mesti ada kat dalam engine or kat tayar..jangahlah kat tayar..so I stopped my car immediately outside the main gate. Buka bonnet and check mana dtgnya kucing tu.

Ya Allah memang betul ada kat dalam enjin dan memang betul, ianya adalah seekor anak kucing..huhu kesiannya.. Dia macam ketakutan. I tried to call it suruh naik atas so that I boleh ambik dia, tapi die macam refused to get out from tempat tu.. Nak selok masuk dalam engin takot panas so, I duk meow2 tepi jalan suh die kua. Luckily ada mamat ni berhentikan motor dia dan tolong..huhuhu..

Gambar hiasan

So the award of an unsung hero of the day goes to that moment too and I am grateful, that I don't have to sacrifice any other life of a kitten. fuhhh lega and alhamdulillah. Trauma sgt sbb dulu dah pernah tergelek kitten kat rumah nama black sebab die tido kat tayar..huhuhu rasa bersalah takyah cakaplah..memang tak senang hati nurani..nasib tragedi tak berulang kembali..

So kawan2, tolong lah beringat kalau nak start engin n bawak kereta tu, make sure cek dulu jangan gerak terus sebb takot ada kucing yg dtg berteduh dalam engin atau atas tayar..Nant rasa bersalah sbb terbunuh makhluk tidak berdosa ni nant kalau tak cek betul2..

End of my story for today.
Now can continue marking 119 essays.. Good luck to me ;(

Never forget to pray..InsyaAllah your wishes will be granted

Assalamualaikum everyone.

Today I just want to share this message with everyone.

It somehow helps me to justify and do the alignment of my mind. I can conclude that my mind is influenced by bad judgement about something by questioning a lot which in a way has led me to have a sinful thought.

Before this, I wondered a lot about why the things that I really wished to happen, did not really happen. I was a little bit heartbroken and frustrated. Thus, by now I've learnt that everything happens for a reason and Allah knows best what is suitable to us. 

Credit picture to http://www.tazkirah-for-all.blogspot.com/

Despite the realization, I (as a normal human being), am sometimes easily influenced by the devil. However, each time I tend to question why and why I think the best way to overcome this problem is to always trust Allah S.W.T and believe that He never gives anything that can't be handled by us and for that I am thankful to my the only one creator as I still can survive in this beautiful world after wasted many liters of tears. Alhamdulillah.

P/s: Sometimes, I sleep to forget the things that I don't want to think.

Talking and make changes to my home today

Hye everyone..

It has been for ages I did not update anything in my blog.. arghh I've been very busy and so stressful with the workloads,,

Just now, I just finished marking one bundle of essays.. Arghh just could not stand with the feeling of numbness. (bluekk) tons more to go..aduhh bilala ini semua akn berakhir.

Pastu, I thought of finishing up of the ongoing assessment marks, alangkah sakit hatinya when I realised that I left the speaking marks scoresheet in the office..aduhh sakitnya hati..

So, dear students, I'm very sorry that I could not upload the marks as I promised today..hope you guys can be extra patient to wait until Sunday ya..

Till here tonite..Want to continue marking.. bluekkk

Nite2 and Assalamualaikum